Its beginning to look a lot like Christmas

Bryan and Dani get a quick night out to look at the lights in Iloilo City.  Its a tradition we hope to keep up for years to come. Although this year I opted to excuse myself since I could give birth at any time. But I wanted Dani to bond with Angkong and Ama. She needs more quality time with them and this is something simple yet meaningful. 

The smile on her face when she came home was incredible. 

Its beginning to look a lot like Christmas

Bryan and Dani get a quick night out to look at the lights in Iloilo City.  Its a tradition we hope to keep up for years to come. Although this year I opted to excuse myself since I could give birth at any time. But I wanted Dani to bond with Angkong and Ama. She needs more quality time with them and this is something simple yet meaningful. 

The smile on her face when she came home was incredible. 

The glory of life is to love, not to be loved; to give, not to get; to serve, not to be served. - ODB

Dani meets Jose Mari Chan

Dani had a packed day. She went to Coby Tan's 2nd birthday at McDonald's Atrium then Angkong's 76th birthday at Breakthrough after. 

Needless to say, she had a lot of sugar and fun. 

On our way out, we happenes to run into Mr. Jose Mari Chan. The aunts told the crooner that Dani could sing "Please Be careful With My Heart". Right there, Jose Mari Chan started to sing the chorus to Dani. I was thrilled! Still hate myself for not pulling out my cellphone videocam for the moment. Dani was surprised and confused, I guess. She learned the song because of watching the tv show of the same title. So she usually heard it being sung by a woman. If only knew this was the man composed it and made it into such a hit. 

What a story to tell her someday! 

If You Want Me To

IF YOU WANT ME TO:

By Ginny Owens

The pathway is broken

and the signs are unclear

and I don’t know the reason 

why You brought me here

But just because You love me 

the way that You do

I’m gonna walk through the valley

If You want me to

Cause I’m not who I was

When I took my first step

And I’m clinging to the promise 

You’re not through with me yet

so if all of these trials bring me closer to you

Then I will walk through the fire

If You want me to

It may not be the way 

I would have chosen

When you lead me through a world 

that’s not my home

But You never said it would be easy

You only said I’d never go alone

So when the whole world turns against me

And I’m all by myself

And I can’t hear You answer my cries for help

I’ll remember the suffering 

Your love put You through

And I will go through the valley 

If You want me to.

Lets keep it moving!

Happy birthday, Lolo Pepot!

Woke up bright and early and had breakfast with Liam and the rest of the family. 

Was fascinated by the bees at the buffet area. A nice British lady came over and taught us the basics on bees and how to find the queen. 

The service was at 9am so we had to get a move on. CCF was about 30 minutes away so we left around 8:30. 

After service we proceeded to Heat at EDSA Shangrila Hotel. 

Tried to entertain Lolo while waiting since we got there a little early.

Dania and Liam sang "Happy Birthday" for Lolo together. Their first public performance together. Not a bad duo! 

Blessed to have this time together with damily and friends. We had more with us but I guess the buffet distracted us. 

Happy birthday, Lolo Pepot! Praying for complete healing and strength! 

Deuteronomy 7:9

Know therefore that the Lord your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commandments.

1 Thessalonians 5:23-24

May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. The one who calls you is faithful, and he will do it.

Family gets together in Manila - Day 1

Took the 10:30 PAL flight from Iloilo to Manila this morning. Dani was in the most pleasant of moods. So much different from the last time we travelled. She was eager to go on the plane and was trying to be in her most independent self. She wanted to hold the tickets, handed it over to be stamped, greeted some of Bryan's cousins courteously, sat on her own at JD while we waited for boarding.

On the plane she was so cheerful and calm. The peanuts kept her busy, finishing off 3 packs! Plus another pack of bread sticks! She didn't even notice the pressure on her ears or that we were turning or landing. It was like a dream come true! Wish this is how she would be every time we travel! 

We landed a bit late and Joey, Vicky and Liam were already checked in at the Fairmont Hotel in Makati. It was our first visit and Joey is already a member here. Situated right across Landmark and walking distance from Greenbelt 3, it so far has exceeded our expectations. 

We all decided to have lunch at Peking Garden in Greenbelt 5. Got lost for about half an hour. Finally sat down for luch at around 2. 

This was the main event:

Dania and Liam, as always were inseperable. Its been months since they've last seen each other. 

Lunch was more than enough. A nap afterwards was just what we all needed. Dani was out in no time.

Dinner was at Yakimix in Greenbelt 3. Another binge meal for us. But its fun to be around family. This is our first trip together as a family. A far cry from the days when it was just me and Joey. Definitely never was this noisy. 

The highlight of the day, I think, was when Dani and Liam had some bath tub time. Dani still thinks shes ina swimming pool so this made her day. Seeing them together splashing around and bubbles all over, its good to be a kid. Small things are magnified a hundred times over. These are moment I remember having myself with Pam and the other cousins. You have to wonder about the power of memories. Like how far back can it actually go and hols on to those moment for the rest of your life? 

What a night! Its been more than I could have hoped. Thank you, Lord for family and the chance to have these moments. Tomorrow is a big day. Lifting it up for your glory, Oh God. 

Good night! 

Be Prepared

Revelation 22:12-13

Epilogue:Invitation and Warning

 “Look, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to each person according to what they have done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.

Costume day!

Seriously disagree with celebrating Halloween. Anything that glorifies things that are not of our Lord is just a big waste of time. 

So I try to make the most of all the activities by involving Dani in more wholesome and positive activities and outfits. 

I knew Hotel Del Rio had annual activities so when I saw they had Prima Galaw's "The Little Mermaid" musical on their schedule, I couldn't resist passing it up this year. 

The activity cost about P300 including snacks. Dani loved the fun costumes and music. This was her first show ever so I was really curious how she would behave. But with so mamy kids there, she was dancing and responding with the games. They alternated the play itself with interactive games so it wasn't dragging for the kids. From months to 11 years old, the place was packed with kids in different costumes. 

Dani insisted on the pink dress we got from Tita Mimi Lopez. Of course, we topped it off with a crown I got at a LaFarge dealers conference last year. 

Simple snacks were served at the venue. Not bad for the price we paid. 

Obviously, she was in awe with the whole show. It was something new for us and I love being there watching the look on her face. 

After Del Rio, she changed into her Rapunzel costume. This one I got online. Funny how she is turning out to be a fashion diva when I am so not into this at all. 

Family came over and the usual trick or treating in the subdivision took place. 

Someone obviously had her fill of goodies. 

One thing I do appreciate about the trick or treating is seeing some of the street kids pass through. I don't think they are part of the plan amd must have snuck in. But it humbled me to give them something all kids should enjoy. It may not have been much but I know they don't get these treats often. Had some bandi made from mom's place and I snuck in more for them. Some may be sharing with other kids and their parents. You never know. 

Such a stark contrast from the life my daughter has. One day I hope she gets to learn how to truly give to those in need. Little moments like this, God sees our hearts. Quiet and simple. But the ripples are bigger than what is believed to be. 

Looking forward to the Christmas season. Hoping Dani gets to learn that it is Christ that is the center and not Santa. The lines are so blurred these days. The true meaning is somehow shoved to the side. As far as my family is concerned, the King will be front and center. Now to look for my belen. 

Pumpkin munchkin

All set for tomorrow! Thanks to Lola Mimi Lopez for this cute ensemble. 

First pedi

Came home today after being out the whole morning with work and family. Dani had to stay home because she had a slight fever, cough and cold. 

To my surprise she had this by the afternoon. 

I have to admit, it got me emotional. I've always been a late bloomer and have only recently (last year) started painting my nails with color. I always went for the colorless type like forever. Pretty insecure with my nails, actually. 

So seeing Dani, aged 2, with actual nail polish on her feet... And she loved it... Please don't grow up too fast! Apparently, the helpers had a lot of free time on their hands. 

Dani is definitely more kikay than me. Its funny on so many levels. Sigh! My baby girl... 

Tito Joey

My baby brother holding my baby girl. Life has a way of getting to you when you just look away for a few seconds. 

Lord, teach me to value my heart more than the

externals. Grant me the wisdom to cultivate internal

ingredients that will make my heart a wellspring of

life to those whom I come in contact with today.

The contents in your heart are more important than the outer packaging. 

- ODB

Times when it hurts being a mom

Dani tripped and fell on her walk this afternoon with her cousin, Ericka. It was such a lovely moment when it all came crashing down, literally. 

How I wish these moments could have been prevented. This happened with 2 nannies beside her! 

Looking at her poor little face as she sleeps beside me. My little angel hurt. Its a reality I have to face more times over in the years to come. God help me face it all and hope nothing permanent hapoens. God is in control. Until the next time, pass the ointment, please. 

Puppy love!

Nothing cuter than puppies and babies. 

A. W. Thorold writes, “The highest pinnacle of the spiritual life is not happy joy in unbroken sunshine, but absolute and undoubting trust in the love of God.”

Discovered a new hang out

Dani's routine starts with her wake up call at 7:30am for us to all go to the office together by 9. A struggle 99% of the time since she sleeps from 10:30pm to 12mn. Poor preggy me. I love sleeping with her so much but she stays awake longer than I can and it does tire me out.

We get back home about 12:30 and after lunch I usually get her to sleep at around 2. I nap the same time she does. Then i wake her at 4pm so she can start her afternoon walk around 4:30-5 depending on the weather. 

She comes back to her room at about 6, takes her evening bath then its back down to the living room at 7 to wait for the rest of the family to get home. 

After dinner she stays downstairs for a while then comes up around 8. She comes to our room about 9 and the battle is sometimes up or down. 

This afternoon she wasn't sleepy at all. So at that instant I decided to start my grocery shopping early and have her tag along.  It was mainly for her things anyway so might as well.

We had fun at the grocery at GT Mall. She was in such a good mood!

After grocery shopping we headed to the 2nd floor. Yayay Jen mentioned Dani had an interest in sling bags and I remember a small kiosk in the 2nd floor that sells Hello Kitty merchandise. And I was right. She literally gravitated towards the bags. 

I only noticed after I bought the bag that she was wearing her Hello Kitty shirt, too. A bit much? Well, she won't be a kid forever. 

Again at the spurr of the moment we decided to visit the Esplanade. We always pass by it but never really had the chance to really take a closer look.

We were in for a treat! There was a play hub for kids of all ages. A go kart area, playground and even a milk tea shop. It connected to the Esplanade itself so there were tons of people out for a walk, jog and people watching. 

I love the Cholabite area! Cozy and clean. Snacks and drinks to choose from with the view of the river and play areas adjacent to it. Breeze that reminded me of my hometown. Lovely. Finally, a place to bring the kids. 

Ran into family friends there. Very comfortable atmosphere. Malls are too stuffy and kids need a place to run and just be around some good old fresh air. Even in the subdivision, Dani has to play in the street. Dogs unleashed passing by, strangers coming in and out, speeding cars with stupid drivers. Not a playground in sight. 

Glad the Esplanade is just across the river from us, a few minutes away. I guess I found our new hangout. 

Dani enjoyed her run. And what child does not like cheese sticks? C'mon! Its a no brainer!

Achi in training

Few months left until the arrival of our new angel. So much to do and so much to look forward to. Can't imagine a better way to start the new year! 

Dani is going to be an Achi (big sister). As a big sister myself, its a big job but worth every fight and hug. My life wouldn't be the way it is now if it weren't for my brother. I learned to be the stand in mom at a young age. My every decision was going to be his decision, too. When he failed, I shared the pain. For every victory and aha moment, I was front and center. Life brought us down a very unlikely road, but that only bonded us even more. 

Now its going to be Dani's turn. She will have to learn to share the spotlight, no longer the center of everyone's attention. But seeing how she has been with Liam, i have a good feeling she will handle it better than I can ever hope for. 

She is smart, quick, gentle and very loving. Everyday it amazes me how much she has developed. I forget she's only 2. 

Tonight was one of those nights that may be very simple to some, but almost brought tears to my eyes. May be my raging hormones. But it is what it is. 

Bryan brought in one of his puppies and we let Dani have her first experience taking care and holding a puppy in her arms. She has touched and petted puppies before. But this time we actually let her hold the puppy and set it on her lap.

At first she was giddy and so gigil! But we reminded her to be gentle and take it slow. She settled and was womdeful with the puppy. The puppy actually fell asleep on her lap! 

This just melted my heart. Bryan was watching them both carefully. You could see it in his eyes he was very proud. It just became one of those "awww" moments. 

So little sioti, not to worry. You're in good hands with Achi Dani. 

Me, my book and a world of imagination

Growing up, a habit I inherited from my dad was the habit of reading. I could spend the whole day, continuous days even, in my room with a good book. Some snacks didn't hurt either. I was a homebody that way. I knew how to take care of myself and my time. Just give me a good book.

Reading was never a waste of my time. Nowadays, I long for that time when I would pride myself in finishing a book within an amount of time. These days, audio books are my easy means of reading. With a toddler, its hard to have that space and attention exclusively. 

I am so pleased that Dani has gained that interest in one of my ultimate passions. Although she still needs to learn the alphabet, the pictures fascinate her. She easily recalls pictures and emotions I tell her. Very assuring on my part. 

I may never be able to give her the world. But books open up the world and countless possibilities. From adventures, experiences, trials and characters. What a life it is to be able to read. 

My dad had a rule that I would like to implement on my kids. Toys are to be earned. Books are unlimited. 

Ephesians 3:14-21

A Prayer for the Ephesians

 For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge —that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

Its a boy!

Another happy day for our family! Its a baby boy! 

Father, you are too good to us. Despite all the troubles and obstacles, Your face smiles brightly. How can I ever thank you for such a wonderful gift?

Dani will have a partner now. Just like me and Joey. I can't imagine any other amazing bond. Thank you that I get to share it with my children. 

Father, we choose to see the good in everything. Life is too short to focus on the bad. Make us live a life of direction and purpose. To always look up to you, Lord. 

Having a son will open our eyes even more to the life that you have laid out for us. Let this new life breathe in new strength for us. As always we lift him up to You. May he grow in your light, Lord. 

Grant us the wisdom and discernment, Lord. 

In Jesus' name. Amen. 

Deuteronomy 1:29-31

Then I said to you, “Do not be terrified; do not be afraid of them. The Lord your God, who is going before you, will fight for you, as he did for you in Egypt, before your very eyes, and in the wilderness. There you saw how the Lord your God carried you, as a father carries his son, all the way you went until you reached this place.”

Smiley Sunday

Blessed with the loves of my life. Our God is awesome! 

Happy Sunday! 

I will never leave you nor forsake you. —Hebrews 13:5

Look for God in your difficult place and discover what He’s doing in and through you there.

- ODB

Restorer and nourisher

Ruth 4:15 

15And may he be to you a restorer of life and a nourisher of your old age… 

That is why when Moses died at the age of 120, his eyes were not dim and his natural vigor was not diminished. (Deuteronomy 34:7) Caleb, at 85 years old, could still drive out the giants from the land. God had literally nourished his body and made it strong for war. (Joshua 14:11) Sarah was certainly rejuvenated in her old age by God for she was still desirable to a king at the age of 90. (Genesis 20:1–2) God even renewed her womb. She received strength to conceive seed (Hebrews 11:11), giving birth to Isaac in her old age. 

Beloved, God is outside of time and your faith in Him brings you into this timeless zone. There, what the years have stolen will be restored. And even as your years increase, you will not grow weak and weary because the restorer of life and nourisher of your old age is in you! - Joseph Prince

Philippians 4:6-7

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Psalms 27:13-14

I remain confident of this:

I will see the goodness of the Lord

in the land of the living.

 Wait for the Lord;

be strong and take heart

and wait for the Lord.

Psalm 91:14

“Because he loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him;

I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

 He will call on me, and I will answer him;

I will be with him in trouble,

I will deliver him and honor him.

 With long life I will satisfy him

and show him my salvation."

Our God is Jehovah and there is nothing that is out of His reach. We look up to you, Lord during this trying time. 

For the eyes of the Lord range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him... - 2 Chronicles 16:9

First and Last in your day

There’s never a day nor a season

That prayer may not bless every hour,

And never a prayer need be helpless

When linked with God’s infinite power. 

—Morton

Let Christ be first in your thoughts in the morning, and last in your thoughts at night.

Sunday Funday at HCCC

All set to sing and dance with the rest of the other kids!

Liam getting a ribbon while Lolo Pepot looks on. 

Proud mama with Dani and her first ribbon!

Daddy and Dani eating snack after church.

Times like these makes me feel the way things were way back when. Happy, blessed and eternally grateful.